we are the free birds

blownnnnnnn @ 2009-11-01T16:59:00

2009-11-02T01:01:28Z

HOPE EVERYONE HAD A GREAT HALLOWEEN

hw

2009-10-22T17:50:00Z

Posting a HUGE picture post later on. But first i must finish all of my homework.

See you lata.

yo yo yo

2009-10-14T06:30:32Z

TRUTH=BOLD

Appearance:
I am 5’4 or shorter.
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different colour.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/I’ve had braces.
I wear glasses.
I’d get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free.
I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercings in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.

Family/Home Life:
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I have children.
I’ve lost a child.

Embarrassment:

I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve snorted while laughing.
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I’ve had my pants rip in public.

Health:
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I’ve had stitches.
I’ve broken a bone.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I’ve had surgery.
I’ve had chicken pox.

Traveling:
I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
I’ve been to Canada.
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Japan.
I’ve Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I’ve been to Spain.
I’ve been to Africa.
I’ve been to France.

Experiences:
I’ve been lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve been to a casino.
I’ve been skydiving.
I’ve gone skinny dipping.
I’ve played spin the bottle.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a play.
I’ve met someone in person from the internet.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
I’ve played chicken.
I’ve played a prank on someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.
I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I’ve eaten Sushi.
I’ve been snowboarding.

Relationships:
I’m single.
I’m in a relationship.
I’m available.
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve been divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality:
I’ve had a crush on someone of the same gender.
I’ve kissed a member of the same gender.
I’ve had sex with more than one person at the same time.
I am a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve had sex outdoors.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I have had sex with a stranger.

Honesty/Crime:
I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve run a red light.
I’ve been suspended from school.
I’ve witnessed a crime.
I’ve been in a fist fight.
I’ve been arrested.
I’ve shoplifted.

Drugs/Alcohol:
I’ve consumed alcohol.
I’ve smoked a cigarette.
I(‘ve) smoke(d) pot.
I regularly drink.
I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
I’ve done hard drugs.
I’ve been addicted to an illegal drug.

my nerves will be the death of me

2009-10-08T05:15:53Z

I cant quite get the hang of writing in here as often as I used to.
School started roughly a month ago and has proved to be a lot
tougher that I ever imagined. Because Im going to school, Im
working a lot less which has also added so extra stress to my
already stressful self. Im not the best college student, but I
do know that I need to get myself on a schedule or im going to
loose it. Lately my days have consisted of, homework, Sons of Anarchy,
downloading bunches of new music, hanging out with Nickolas, and trying
squeeze in a social life as well. Im starting to think that soon or
later my friends are going to wonder if i dropped of the face of the
earth.

what classes is everyone taking???

my week scheudle

2009-09-19T18:34:59Z

MONDAY
CLASS FROM 1245-210
WORK FROM 430-9
READ REQUIRED TEXT FOR SOCIO
DO EXTRA CREDIT (SOCIO)
CONTINUE WORKING ON HUMANITIES PAPER
DO MON & TUES WEB FIELD TRIPS
LOOK OVER ART EXTRA CREDIT
TUESDAY
WORK FROM 11-9
START PUTTING TOGETHER LAST PIECES OF HUMANITIES
START YYPING IF POSSIBLE.
DO WED FIELD TRIP
THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU NEED TO DO FOR ART EXTRA CREDIT
READ REQUIRED TEXT FOR ART
WEDNESDAY
CLASS FROM 1245-210
WORK FROM 430-9
FINISH TYPING HUMANITIES QUESTION
SEND TO CAMERON FOR EDITS
DO THURS WEB FIELD TRIP
DO ONE DISCUSSION (ART)
THURSDAY
HOMEWORK DAY
MAKE ANY CHANGES TO HUMANITIES
TURN IN BY 5 P.M.
DO FRI & SAT WEB FIELD TRIPS
DO EXTRA CREDIT IN SOCIO
READ AND REQUIRED TEXTS FOR SOCIO
DO ONE DISCUSSION IN ART
START EXTRA CREDIT FOR ART
START READING/RESEARCHING NEXT HUMANITIES QUESTION
FRIDAY
CLASS FROM 935-1235
USUALLY WORK FROM 430-9
DO SUNDAY WEB FIELD TRIP
FINISH ALL DISCUSSIONS FOR ART
CONTINUE READING HUMANITIES FOR NEXT QUESTION
TAKE ONE ASSESSMENT IN ART
CONTINUE WITH EXTRA CREDIT FOR ART
SATURDAY
USUALLY WORK FROM EITHER 11-430 OR 430-CLOSE
TAKE ANY OTHER ASSESSMENTS IN ART
FINISH EXTRA CREDIT IN ART
START HUMANITIES PAPER
SUNDAY
USUALLY WORK FROM 11-430 OR 430-9
CONTINUE WORKING ON HUMANITIES PAPER THROUGHOUT THE DAY.
MAKE SURE ALL ART HOMEWORK IS FINISHED.

I DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK TO DO. I DONT WANT TO DROP ANY CLASSES, BUT I CANT AFFORD NOT TO WORK MORE. MY CHECKS HAVE ALREADY BEEN ABOUT 200.00 LESS THAN USUAL AND ITS REALLY HURTING ME. IM SO OVERWHELMED.

Photoshoots, Danse Parties, and San Frandisko

2009-09-01T20:24:52Z

This week has definitely been up and down. Our horrible cats, pissed on one of my leather jackets, my hours at work were cut due to school schedules,and im waitlisted in all classes but one. But somehow my friends managed to help lift my spirits with a photoshoot, a mini danse party and a trip to San Frandisko. Here are some photos:

Kace

Helen

Mini Danse Party

San Frandisko Adventure

"We went from classy to trashy in 2 seconds"

2009-08-24T22:25:28Z

Last saturday consisted of a drive-way dansing party, A LOT of champagne, wonderful girls and my tongue.

sweet disposition

2009-08-04T23:03:46Z

The past weeks have been hectic. Work is finally starting to wear on my, and im ready for a break, but wont be getting one. School starts soon, and im extremely nervous for some reason. Heres some photos of my life from the past month or so.

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Nicki

Nick and I went to watch the fifth Star Wars movie at State Theatre

some new tattoos ive gotten. the sparrow is on my neck, and the zombie waitress is the back of my lower arm.(not finished)

My aunts birthday cakes and the amazing mexican food they served.

thats all for now, theres not much that goes on around these parts.

Picture Post!!!

2009-07-17T03:37:29Z

Nicki and I went to an abandoned train in Oakdale,Ca for a sh00t.

The boyfriend and I went on a bike ride and ended up at the park.

This week has been so up and down. Monday I worked all day, not much to report. Tuesday I went fishing with a good friend from highschool (Vincent) which was so much fun, got a haircut, and went to see Public Enemy, which was golden. Wednesday I worked all day, and got heat stroked ?? which was very exhausting. Today was so stressful. Im ready for a long shower, some chi tea, and a back rub. ha

Picture Post!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-06T04:13:12Z

Nick and I went to Arkansas to visit my brother and grandparents

Carolyn, Nicki, and I went to Knights Ferry for a fairy photosh00t.

Raquel and I did a sh00t.

Jeffery's 22nd Birthday Party. my bf's best friend, and one of my favorite boys everrr.

and some updated pictures of myself

oh the innocence

2009-04-20T02:01:44Z

I miss living with Alyssa. She is one of the sweetest people anyone could ever meet. I love her.

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Picture Post!!

2009-04-01T02:03:50Z

Here are some pictures from the past month or so.

Nick, Carolyn, Kaleb and I went to San Francisco for the day.

Nick and I before a hardcore themed party. hahahaa

Some pictures from a friends birthday party

Shoot with Raquel

thats it for now.

...

2009-03-26T20:32:02Z

yeah yeah yeah lifes hectic
BLOW UP tomorrow night
get dowwwwn

waiting at starbucks in roseville,ca

2009-03-06T20:03:03Z

waiting at a starbucks for Carolyn to pick up Nicki :)

goals goals goals

2009-03-05T06:29:22Z

1. post one LJ entry a week about anything, just let people know youre alive
2. take one picture a week, post to flickr
3. write in your journal once a week, make it positive so when you look back, you can smile
4. call your brother everyday, make sure he remembers to breathe
5. save, budget!!!
6. move out (again) in a year to year 1/2
7. save for your car
8. stop being such a recluse
9. listen to all that damn music you download and forget about
10.go and danse, its when you feel free, do it more often
11.get to know your LJ friends

19

2009-02-20T05:51:54Z

Tomorrow is my 19th birthday, and Im actually excited.
The ceres boys are throwing me a party saturday and im extremely excited about that as well.
I'll post pictures and promise to start posting regularly again...once my life gets back to me.

2008 SURVEY

2008-12-21T06:54:27Z

01. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before?
drank 8 shots of Jack Daniels straight, and remembered doing it the next morning

02. Did you keep your New Years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
no i dint, and i probably wont

03. Did someone close to you give birth?
no

04. Did anyone close to you die?
no

05. What countries did you visit?
stayed in the US

06. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
work out, stop my procrastinating problem

07. What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
june 21. it was the day everything changed for me, and him.

08. What was your biggest achievement(s) of the year?
graduating high school

09. What was your biggest failure(s)?
friendships.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
nothing serious

11. What was the best thing you bought?
radiohead tickets for nick and i

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
i cant say that i was happy with any one persons behavior that merits celebration

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
friends

14. Where did most of your money go?
clothes, alcohol,food

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
radiohead concert

17. Compared to this time last year, are you
i. Happier or sadder?
happier, by far
ii. Thinner or fatter?
fatter
iii. Richer or poorer?
poorer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
saving instead of spending

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
spending

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
moms family, and then nicks

22. Did you fall in love in 2008?
yes, and i am still in love

23. How many one-night stands?
a few

24. What was your favourite TV program?
gossip girl, csi, the hills, one tree hill, seinfield

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
yeah

26. What was the best book you read?
the twilight saga

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
justice,mgmt,calvin harris though it wasnt much of a discovery

28. What did you want and get?
nick

29. What did you want and not get?
a car

30. Favorite film of this year?
dark knight

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
party,drank,18

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
expensive

34. What kept you sane?
journaling, drinking for a short period of time, nick

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
robert pattinson, ed westwick

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
none

37. Who do you miss?
nicki and martin

38. Who was the best new person you met?
kace

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008:
dont mix pills and vodka

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: -
The way your words keep me in a line
I know what I'm here for
Waking up to the green of your eyes
It's something I'll get used to

party time

2008-12-19T04:23:45Z

My purse got stolen last friday. along with a full bottle of booze, and a comcast box i had to turn in.
It was shitty, but there wasnt much i could do. Here's some pics from the party.

Asian victor, taylor,and jake.

neno and sara

my gf kace

Helen

get downn

i love lupay

lupay loves helen

the anti-christ

my boys

steven and helen

Ismeal "My -el"

My baby

WU TANG

BRENNDA

my gf kace and bf nick ;)

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emily and jake

victor was so drunk, but it was his bday party after all

see

these my girls

babies

♥

little nasties

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blownnnnnnn @ 2008-11-25T16:09:00

2008-11-26T00:19:42Z

tell me what you wish for most

blownnnnnnn @ 2008-11-21T15:14:00

2008-11-21T23:25:28Z

5 months today.

FUCK

2008-11-21T05:44:15Z

Im so aggravated.

EDIT:christmas wishlist

2008-11-14T02:20:47Z

in red, burgundy, and yellow

I BOUGHT THIS FOR MYSELF TODAY FOR A XMAS OUTFIT.

wireless internet

2008-11-09T02:02:21Z

I finally have wireless internet after not having it for over 4 months. amen.

here are some pics of the past few weeeks.

a slightly drunk kitty and princess

my boyfriends 12th tattoo

nick tattooing justins smeely feet

justins toe knuckle tats

my man looking all cute this morning before work

take two

br>updated picture of myself.

:)

blownnnnnnn @ 2008-11-02T20:34:00

2008-11-03T03:34:24Z

I'm updating from my phone while I sit here bored as shit at work. I had a whole entry ready in my head,and then the customers started coming. Lame, I forgot it all.

Nick and I might be going to Puerto Rico for a week..and if not PR,then LA for a Disney Land trip. Everything is so expensive these days though : (

a daily ramble

2008-10-15T00:27:09Z

My room smells like my Autumn Air candle and I think Im becoming slightly obsessed with it. I think Im in love with the Rachel Zoe Project and Im a little bummed that I havent found a bike yet. I want to get dressed in sweaters and scarves and ride around downtown eating at the restaurants Ive never been in and bring Nick and Sean lunch if they want. I hate that Ive been stuck inside with nothing to do. Ive cleaned, Ive organized, Ive OVER slept, Ive showered, Ive read. I tried printing applications, but my printer decided to hate me today and wont work. I just need something to do. I need to start school, but I have almost 6 more months. I guess thats what I get for lagging and taking a "year" off. I need friends who want to ride around on bikes and drink tea with me at the Queen Bean, or take the bus around town all day just to watch people or shop. or do something besides jump into their cars and take off, just to do it for the expierence. Or run away for the day to half moon bay, or santa cruz or the city just to get a bread bowl or take pictures. I wish I didnt have dial up and Nick would talk to his mom about letting me pay for comcast so that I can actually edit pictures and post them becasue I dont have enough patience for all this waitingggg. I wish my boyfriends boss wasnt such a posing work aholic and actually gave my boyfriend shit to do during the day instead of wasting his time when we could be spending it together. ( I love my bfs boss, but christ) ugh. I just have alot of wishes!